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The Smartarse
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Monday, April 12
Hubby, thank you for explaining everything... I really appreciate your understanding... It's been quite sometime since I last cried so badly for us but tonight, you totally unleash the emotions inside me that I have been trying to hide for the past few weeks.

Neither do I want to add on to Hubby's stress nor do I want to make Hubby angry. I choose not to tell anyone about how left out I felt.
I was thinkin is Hubby calling me during the weekday is just an obligation to him?
I was thinkin am I of nothing to Hubby already?
I was thinkin is Hubby sick of this relationship already?
I was thinkin would Hubby forget about me as days goes by?
I was thinkin if this continues, will Hubby find a better one?
There were so many doubts in me, but I dared not to ask Hubby any single bit because as long as Hubby still cares for me, I'm contended.

Nevertheless, the knot inside me has gently untied by Hubby. Hubby told me what he was thinking and what had happened. Although I felt hurt in some of the parts, I tried my best to stand in Hubby's shoe and believe that this is for our own good.

I'm so sorry Hubby, for being such a not understanding gf. I didn't know how you felt and I started to lose confidence in us. I'm such a bad gf that add on to your stress. Seriously, it's ok if you don't call me during the weekends because I don't want you to feel oblige just to call me. I really want to be your gd gf that supports Hubby behind, regardless of anything. It's really ok if you don't call me as long as I know that deep inside your heart, I still can see myself inside.

I promise that I will learn to be a better gf and be the gf that Hubby loves tremendously. Let's work hard towards our future ok? Like how we used to do in the past. We can go though the toughness together, after all we've already been through lots of ups and downs, havent we? So, lets look forward to our future with ur hands in mine and mine in your's.


Hubby, do u still rem the post I made about rainbow when I was in NZ?
I believe that everything will be better when the obstacles are overcome.

p.s. today is a tiring day... off to bed now!

The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 2:11 AM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg
Thursday, April 8







Sweets that I don't bear to eat cox it contain memories of us when we were in Japan...

Been thinking our past lately.
And would smile at myself thinking how sweet we were.
How we knew each other.
How we get together.
And what happened these few years...
Makes me realised how far we've come today...
I really hope that this would goes on never ending...
I really miss hubby as ever...


The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 4:40 PM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg