Wednesday, January 30
Time to go to bed soon bcoxim havin sch's orientation tml at 9.30am in the City. The orientation was supposed to be ytd but i didnt turn up bcox i just reached Melbourne last night. Missin my hubby a lot a lot now~ My returned to Sg for the last 3 weeks was so blissful. Met hubby's family and they were really nice to me esp his parents. They wanted me to stay at Sg longer fer reunion dinner with them but i felt so bad that i can't. Met hubby's frend too. Most importantly, im with my hubby for the 3 whole week w.o any day not seeing him. And his house became my sec house in Sg bcox i spent more time in his house than my house. I went home to sleep whereas i will be at his house for the rest of they day, waitin for hubby to get back frm sch, goin back to his house at the end of the day (sometimes with his parents) untill mami called to get my arse home.
Wish me good luck.
The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 10:17 PM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg
Tuesday, January 29
Mixed feelings. Mixed feelings of everything that i can't even differentiate wat those mixed feelings made up of. Menses came ytd when i had to catch a plane today which was damn inconvenient especially when im being sandwich between 2 seats.
Next was controlling my tears frm rollin down my cheeks. It was such a hard time for me to contol my feelings and cool myself down. Imagine: leaving some1 you love so much so much for 1 year (10 months to be excat) without hugging, without kissing and without playing like how we used to be. The feeling is such a torture, its like hell. Have being controlling all the way from the morning when i bid bye bye to hubby's mami, to the taxi and then to the departure gate, leavin hubby's hug, and finally in the plane and even now, typin this post.
Finally, havin to start goin to sch tml when i dont even know where the hell my sch is, when the hell does my sch starts tml, wat the hell do i have to do upon arrival and who do i look up for tml. It is like going to a complete different world tat u have nv been before, w/o any help.
But im just goin to go along on wat's gonna happen tml, no big deal anyway, Taylor's College won't kill me, i believe.
Lastly, i am just missin u so much hubby, we'r back to our internet world where only msn, e-mail, Skype keep us together but of cox the most important is our hearts being linked together. Why not think it this way: there is some1 at the another part of the world, thinkin of u as and when u are thinkin of him too. I loooooo-ve u hubby, and we'll stay together no matter how tough it is gonna be. Muackies.
The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 11:02 PM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg
Saturday, January 12
Got back my laptop with hubby today after a week of repairation. Motherboard went mad -.- This is the sec time im havin my laptop to get repaired. Thank God that my data is still inside. After that, we went to Suntec. Bought Dount Factory for both Hubby's parents and my parents. And then to Bedok to have dinner with hubby's parents. They're cute and his mami was so shocked when i said im gonna study in Australia for at least 4 years, u can see that her face was 'HUH?' and i felt really bad and gulity.
How many days do i left b4 leavin Sg? I have no idea and neither do I want to count it.
I Love You Hubby
I Miss You
The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 4:37 AM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg
Saturday, January 5
yooo hooo~~ im back to Sg frm Hk yesterday finally. I just miss baby d so much wor so i met him straight away when im done with packin and showerin. We went strolling during the night fer dinner and we talked anythin under the sky, sweet. Went back to his house to say Hi to his parents b4 takin 3 mins of walk back to my house xD I love the night so much bcox our bonding is back again <3 I hope hubby feels the same way too
Didnt managed to meet baby D tonight. Went out with Js and Shernel bao bei. Reached ah d's house downstairs at 12.00am, hopin to just see him fer once bcox i miss him so much. In addition, if i dont sees him everyday, i will feel my day in Sg is a little it wasted lols. However, hubby D didnt woke up by my 2 text. Took 3 mins of walk back home again, feelin a little disappointed, at 12.20am when my mummy called me askin me where the hell I am.
Year 2007
I thank God that my family is safe and sound for the whole of 2007. Despite my bro's at Jap, Dad's flying ard between Taiwan and Hk, both mami and me at NZ, Sis stayed in Sg and my bro's in NS, everyone is still alive and kickin. In addition, my bro's in counselling to settle disput things between him and mami. Of cox, i also thank God that im with hubby D~~ lols even thought its not under our expectation. I just went into baby D's life and baby D just went into his baby B's life, how sweet.
Year 2008
As for year 2008, I'm gonna make sure that i'll stay strong in Aust. Im gonna make sure that i will keep myself busy. Im gonna take piano lessons, dancing lesssons and continuting with my Japanese lessons. Im wanna learn baking if i have the time. Im gonna mix ard with more frends to prevent myself frm being so lonely which i dont have problems with it lols cox i mix ard easily. Im gonna make sure that i'll stay true with my hubby D which i had promised and im gonna make sure that i'll not brk my promise. Im gonna try to do my best in my studies, not just a passin mark but passin with high marks that im happy with it. With all these stuff, it'll keep me busy for the whole year haha and and i needa control myself frm not able to see hubby for the whole year. We had gone through half a year and we are gonna make it for the year. I also hope all the best to all my frends in New Zealand, Hong Kong and Singapore. Miss u guys lots.
I Love You,
B
The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 4:32 AM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg
