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The Smartarse
IvY
Turnin 20 on 30th of sep
Hong Kong baby
Singaporean since 3yr old
Monash University (Aust)
Taylor's College (Aust)
St.Mary College(N Zealand)
East spring sec (sg)
Gongshang pri(sg)
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Head Over Heels
ღ My Boy
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ღ Grow taller
ღ H & M
ღ Alannah Hill
ღ Juicy Couture
PhotOs
Halloween in NZ (2007)
Zoo in New Zealand (2007)
St. Mary College SchooL Ball
Life oF PoPcorN (2007)

Our Past
When we first started 2007
When i was in NZ 2007
When i went back to SG frm NZ 2007
When i went to Australia 2008
When i was in Australia
Valentines Day 2008
In HK with Hubby's family 2008
When i went back to Sg from Mel July08
Overdues
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wan ping
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meibe
jasmine
pei fen
MELBOURNE
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MACHO
wei zhong
zhong ren


Tuesday, January 29
Mixed feelings. Mixed feelings of everything that i can't even differentiate wat those mixed feelings made up of. Menses came ytd when i had to catch a plane today which was damn inconvenient especially when im being sandwich between 2 seats.

Next was controlling my tears frm rollin down my cheeks. It was such a hard time for me to contol my feelings and cool myself down. Imagine: leaving some1 you love so much so much for 1 year (10 months to be excat) without hugging, without kissing and without playing like how we used to be. The feeling is such a torture, its like hell. Have being controlling all the way from the morning when i bid bye bye to hubby's mami, to the taxi and then to the departure gate, leavin hubby's hug, and finally in the plane and even now, typin this post.

Finally, havin to start goin to sch tml when i dont even know where the hell my sch is, when the hell does my sch starts tml, wat the hell do i have to do upon arrival and who do i look up for tml. It is like going to a complete different world tat u have nv been before, w/o any help.

But im just goin to go along on wat's gonna happen tml, no big deal anyway, Taylor's College won't kill me, i believe.

Lastly, i am just missin u so much hubby, we'r back to our internet world where only msn, e-mail, Skype keep us together but of cox the most important is our hearts being linked together. Why not think it this way: there is some1 at the another part of the world, thinkin of u as and when u are thinkin of him too. I loooooo-ve u hubby, and we'll stay together no matter how tough it is gonna be. Muackies.

The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 11:02 PM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg