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Wednesday, December 12

11th of Dec Tuesday
Dont really have the mood to blog abt wat happened today notwithstanding that today was quite an important day to me. I miss my baby D so much so much. No words can describe how i feel and not all couples go through such stuff. It's such a tough road for us. We have to remain strong hubby~ hais~ i just miss hubby that much. We can make it dear dear. hais, wheneva the day turns dark, my feelings get so bad, prehaps its bcox i had been tgt with baby d everynight when i was in sg durin those 4 days and those 4 days seems to pass bloody fast. Time flies when u enjoy, that's human nature, you always find it insufficient.

Just gonna summarise wat happened today.
Mummy went Jap with her sisters, leavin me alone in hk this morning. Then Dad called at 11.00am, asked me a lot of qns fer example : Has Mum gone yet? Are u free today? Did u get a job yet?, i knoes there's a reason to it. Soon after we hung up, dad called for the sec time. He wanted to bring me out fer lunch, together with his gf or watsoeva wife and my bro. Yah, i dont live with my bro anymore. He came back to HK from Japan, its been 1 year since i last saw him. Ai ya, my family is always full of crap. That bro of mine ran away from home, or i shld say from my Mum, 2 years back. That's y my dad asked me qns before askin me out fer lunch bcox he brought his gf along, i knew it even though he didnt mention her name when he asked me out fer lunch. My dad was tryin to make her feel a part of his family. i dont know, mayb that's how i thought.

Daddy made us this meal its bcox Dad wants me to tell bro about my counselling in Sg due to my bro is havin a counsellin in hk now too. Gettin complicated, isnt it? Not just me, even my sis was in the counselling this year but her case was closed. Our counselling is all about family matters. My family have a lot of conflicts inside. So, went to Lei Garden for lunch, didnt take any photos of the food bcox our lunch was kinda serious, not a time to play. Saw my bro, no feelings at all =D After our meal, we went to Cafe Habitu fer ice cream. Dad did that on purposed bcox he knew that i lurrrves ice cream a lot. We ordered 2 ice cream, one chocolate shot and a espresso for just SG$30, cheap as. Half way through our afternoon tea, Dad ordered a real thin pizza, 1 of their speciality

Those meals last me through the night bcox im so damn f*ckin full. However, i had dinner bcox dad bought sushi fer me when we (dad, her gf, me) went a little bit of shoppin in the ThreeSixty. I had to have it, i cant let those sushi go any tml.

On my way home, i bought 'you yu su', damn it man! its so fattening and oily.

The only word fer me is I
The sweetest word fer me is LOVE
The only one for me is YOU
Aust: 3:05 AM, 2 hurs ahead of Sg